Went town wif angela. Spend so much again....

Bought de sleeveless greenish yellow top from Seed. Can never resist Seed's stuff... always gotta get some stuff frm there.

Went to Candle and the lao ban ish soooo nice! He gave me this free candle frm his store cos i wearing this shop's skirt. So many to pick frm n all de candles r so gorgeous! They all so nice until i BTH and buy the white top wif gold sequines... a little expensive but its great for clubbing....

ya... can see how much fun we having today huh!


well well...going off now for the Miss Sixty sale wif Kiefer... he's sounding the horn downstairs ready...

esther was here at 10:30 PM

PEOPLE!!! Miss Sixty and Energie having a one day 50% storewide sale on 30 June!!!! and they having extended shopping hr till midnight so there's no excurse that u all can't go man! Man! I waited this sale for like so damn long!!! Finally i'm can get de jeans i aim for 3 mths! $250 and now going for only $125!!!! Haha....super excited....going town later for a shopping spree wif angela later! Can't wait!

esther was here at 9:33 AM

Was looking thru my documents n i found the old photos folder! Tot its long gone after i reformatted my comp. Gosh! Its like back to the old sch days man.... Haha... had a good laugh at the picts...lky so long ago...

esther was here at 12:04 PM

This is a repeataion of wad i wrote in the 'about me' section in friendster but this is really what i felt bout life so far so I muz well juz blog it down....

I believe that life is like a fairy tale.
Yes.
There are setbacks and obstacles.
There are hurting and anguish times.
There are betrayals and back stabbings.
There are disappoinments and crossroads.
There are times you wonder about yourself.
There are evil bitches and male bastards.

Ain that happened in fairy tales too?

What about times of love,
times of happiness,
times of achievement,
times of satisfaction,
times of lust,
times of pure enjoyment with friends?

Thus, I believe that fairy tales do exist.
And we are living in it.
Ultimately we will all live happily every after.

I also believe if time pass,everything turns into beauty. If the rain stops, tears clean the scars of memories away. Everything starts wearing fresh colour, every sound begins playing a heartful memory. Jealously embellish in a page of epic, desire is embraced in a dream.
But if that is so, why is my mind still in chaos.....

esther was here at 1:48 PM

It happened again.
One month grace is over and I'm tired and I lost interest in him.
Second time in a row.

This one is really good.
But I've just lost interest.

Is my expectation too high?
Or is my lifestyle really too expensive?
But I never need others to feed me.
Or am I too fickle?

He is just not able to be with me when ever I need him.
And I just dun like ppl to make big decision for me without consulting me.

I'm not being fair to him BUT....


Actually I already had what I could get.
Should I not be stubborn and just go for the one that is already there?


Oh well... meeting kief soon. Shall juz whine and complain to him.

esther was here at 10:08 PM

Finally took a pict of the Biz Park salad. So glad to say that i finally found my fav dish in sch...haha... AND today the salad had peach in it!



Actually going watch A Lot Like Love wif gene today but kinda lazy to get out of my air con room...haha... maybe weekend ba... but sure MUST watch cos Ashton is sooooo yummylicious!!!

esther was here at 5:15 PM

Went for the super early lecture. No chioce...haf to hand in survey n take notes from kailing... yar... kailing is soooo kind to lend me notes though i had once forgot her name at Changi Airport. Haha... memory is so funny. For that split second i actually forgot her name.

Well... its a thuursday so its me and angela shopping day.

Met Shar at town n she got jared a really cute sheep!!! Man! u guys should see it... its soooo cute!

Angela bought this really nice present for zong zi...

And I bought nothing. Haha...

Nothing much to buy so spend at food... Had my delicious Marche chicken leg and calamari rings again. Man... juz never got tired of calamari...haha

2 weeks since i go sing sone. Miss Kbox!!!

Juz finish watching LOST. Exciting man! Dunno whos the monster. I lky a doctor and the blue eye handsome dude!

esther was here at 11:12 PM

On 69 today I saw this guy.
Description: Blondish dry stick-out bushy hair. Acting cool.
Face: Cannot make it.
Conclusion: EWWWwWWwWWwW

Outside the lab I saw this girl.
Description: Wore black netting skirt. Black tights inside. Netted black stockings. White canvas shoes.
Face: Die die cannot make it!!!!
Conclusion: Wa lieww... bloody year ones.... spoil reputation only...

Outside the toilet I saw 2 girls.
Description: Tied up hair. BUT what up wif the 2 little skinny plaits at the side!?!?!?!
Faces: Don't want to comment.
Conslusion: Plain disgusting.

All over TP I see many of these:
- Skinny ugly Ah Bengs
- Ugly tot they pretty Ah Lians
- Short fat butchs (No offences to those gd looking butch.)
- Impy ppl
- Ppl using IMITATION goods!!!!
- Ppl who all look alike

Morale of the story:
Why muz i always see such shit every Wednesday? Wed is cursed!!! I juz wanna throw all the buns from western store at them!!! Terrible! Where has all the normal ppl go let alone the beautiful ones ?!?!?

esther was here at 9:30 PM

Yea boy. So late ready i'm still online.
Why? Cos i'm dissapointed and irritated and worried.

Suppose to haf dinner at the beach wif him today.
Guess what? No reply since afternoon.

Dissapointed cos I'm looking forward to today.

Irritated cos I dun lky ppl who promise me smth den never fullfill it.

Worried cos scared that smth happened to him. He's not the irresponsible sort and whole day totally no news.

Oh well. Whatever.

esther was here at 11:56 PM

GOSH! i'm super super lag.
Now then manage to find the pictures at Hotspots.com

3rd June 2005
Eski Bar on Darryl's birthday


30th May 2004
Planet Paradigm on Nicole's birthday

Me, ron n gene


Last Piece Gang!

esther was here at 11:45 PM

well well... went sch awhile only again. Yar. Have Service Marketing class quize. Wore my funny cream white pants to sch. Man...the pants is damn old sch... its my year one fav pants. Haha...

Nothing much to do after sch again so went to angela hse 'chill'. Haha...

And why is today's blod tittle named "Angela is a Superstar"? Cos she'll be famous at the rate her name is mentioned on my blog. hahahaha...plus all the photos of her today.
Yea boy... many picts of her today.

At her club hse...


My dear friend....


According to angie, this is how a rich arab looks like:


And this is how a poor arab looks like.
Spot the difference. (Btw the pict forgot to turn de pict)haha...


Angie's funny toes...


Hahaha.....
Both of us in crazy mood today. Thats why.

Morale of the story: Angela is full of crap.

esther was here at 9:13 PM

Came back from my town trip with gene. So sad. I din buy anything today.

Wore this go out...


Was at Zara

Man...this strip top ish so nice! Totally fit my skirt. But i wun pay S29.90 for it.haha...


This set ish also nice. But the skirt is way tooo expensive...


Nothing to buy, so went to Marche for some 'snacks'. Yar. This week promoise myself to be a "Healthy Week". Had salad for lunch BUT Marche is tooooo tempting!!! haha

My fav Marche


Our 'snacks'. haha...


Who's this dude? haha...

esther was here at 10:34 PM

Just came back from sch. Kinda waste my time cos the only purpose of going sch is for service marketing individual journal.

Had an interesting talk wif Nicole. Yar. We share the same hobby of looking at beautiful ppl. And we both totally agree that TP have NONE!!!! At least the previous year 3 haf some gd looking ppl. But nvm. Next sem the handsome guy frm BIT is coming back. haha....

Gonna go change and go town wif gene.

Right now i've just fix a snack for darling Toby.

His snack look sooooo delicious right!!!

esther was here at 2:24 AM

Lalala....

Going to the beach for dinner on Tuesday.

Yeah!

Going for a short getaway at Bintan.

Yeah!

I'm totally in the mood to do anything now.

Yeah!

esther was here at 10:59 PM

Did this this morning. Haha... crap....

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

esther was here at 3:49 PM

Arrrrgh! Stupid file cannot open. Tried to download dreamweaver to redesign my blog but stupid file cannot open. Damn!

Ytd Angela came over and play wif my darling Toby. And what she got in return? Lots of saliver. Haha... Paiseh ar... my mum din really cook any delicious stuff or her ever famous prawn noodle. Next time k? Anyway u ar... dun think too much readi. Wait any how black out on some ugly fatso U'RE REGRET man. hahaha... Well, theres many many many people around who loves you very much so ur not alone k. At least my darling Toby will always love you. Muhahahaha.....

Not really in the mood to do anything. Been skipping all lectures cos i'm juz soooo lazy. Surprisingly, I dun even have the mood to go shoping and sing KTV. Just wanna stay in my air conditioned rm and slack. Maybe is the weather. Or maybe is him. Oh well... I'm sure once I get my next week allowance frm mummy I'll have the mood to shop. Haha...

Looking forward to next wk. We'll be going out on his off day.

For now, I'll just look forward for dinner. Going grandma hse celebrate father's day in advance. Gonna be a lot of gd food around. Yummy!

esther was here at 7:35 PM

When I woke up this morning, I was actually very happy to receive this sms frm a friend. Yar. It actually gave me the answer to I’m looking for all this while. I did kinda knew where I stand now. But guess what? He’s in a drunken state when he told me that. When he woke up frm his sleep, he had a hangover and couldn’t remember what he told me. Yeah boy… I’m happy for nothing. So I guess what a drunken said doesn’t count right? How can it be true when they dun even remembered it themselves? But den again, I’ve not been fair to him so I deserve it.

esther was here at 1:51 PM

Bought darling Toby for a walk.

Toby shld win the longest and floppiest tongue award!



Toby resting…


eh… where am I ???


hm… where did my gf go? Wheres de cute little Papillion?

esther was here at 11:23 AM

Today went to Angela house again. Her hse is so nice to slack man…

so beautiful right !


Our fav place to slack. The pool !!!


Current frequent hangout: The club hse…haha…budget la…




Decided to go down de street for some cakes and stuff but dun dare to go up angie hse to put stuff first cos her mama can recognise me as the ‘wear specs girl’. Means I go her hse too often! Haha

At her hse downstairs


esther and angie6
-Angela and me!



Had dinner at Siglap de Thai Express and desserts at Haagen Daz. Flavour of the month is midnight cookies! Yummy! But I’m more of a fruit flavour person so got a waffle with mango ice cream. Haagen serves the BEST mango ice cream man! I’m a huge fan of it.

my almost completely eaten mango ice cream waffle

esther was here at 8:33 PM

Today is a damn bloody hot day!!! Every where is so hot! Bus stop, canteen, cover walk way! Every where! Man!!! Crazy weather… turn damn windy when I’m going home…what the hell…

Biz park had a 'new' dish! The drink store is now selling salad for only $1.50. Tried it out today and its yummy! Inside have orange, apple, watermelon, melon, kiwi, tomatoes and lettuce! Man! My fav type of salad! haha...

You know who is my best friend? Ian is my best friend. He’s is sooo nice! He came over my hse to help me fix in the LAN card. I’m a total computer idiot and Ian saved my life. Decided to change to 512kps cable modem but I dunno how to fix and dunno how to buy the LAN card. Yar. So have to bother him to help me.

I’m so anxious to wear my new ‘outfit’. Shall wait for the next ‘outing’ wif my friend before wearing my new top and new skirt and new heels. Haha… Wanna go Strip for a manicure but no money… sob sob…

esther was here at 10:10 PM

Just came back from Angela’s hse again. Rotted at her club hse together wif Ron for 5 hrs. Stupid guard dun let me eat my Lays potato chips…

Our topic of the day: To love or to be love.

Hm… interesting question but many ppl hav different answers to it. For me, its a kinda selfish thought but I’ll rather be love. Its too tiring to give so much and get nothing in return. For some cases, its to be love first den will gradually appreciate him and love him back. But for sadder cases, u still wun love him even though he’s so good to u…

Sometimes you might have found ‘the one’ but he kinda appears on the wrong time. So what to do? I can just say that we cannot turn back time. Just be glad that at least in ur life, to have love and lost is better then never been in love before.

As the phrase goes, just see how things go… things are hard to predict.

Well, angie darling… I know u’re going thru a hard time now but things will look brighter in a week’s time. I dun know what to say and I definitely can’t make a decision for you cos ultimately its all up to u whether to persist on or to let go. But rest assure I’m here =)

esther was here at 9:41 PM

Back from my shopping trip with gene. Such an exciting day man! On the way towards Far East we saw two very handsome guys( their back view) with hairless toned tanned smooth legs! Remind me of de 2 TPians’ hairless leg me Angela n Ron followed around last year. Haha… BUT lky I strictly belief, no man is perfect. The guy turned back and I saw his face. He’s lky so not handsome. Damn. What a waste of his legs. Hahaha….

Bought a purple butterfly Esprit tee for only $19.90. So cheap! Saw this white mini skirt from Candle. Not perfect but good enough skirt… But I think $35 is a little to ex though…

Esprit tee


White skirt!


Had this delicious prawn nugget and spring roll from Old Chang Kee and my dear friend Eugene tried to kill me by putting soooo much chilli!!! It’s yummy though. Haha…

Went to New Urban Male and saw the kitten heels!!! Got the yummy green colour! Man! Was in a dilemma whether to get the white or the green pair. After trying a lot, we decided to walk off. Hahahahaaha……

Gone to the next door NUM where they sell mens’ clothes and we spotted so many nice tees! Forced gene to try on a blue strip with brown border tee. Haha…the sales guy was soooo nice. It’s the one me n Ron always eye last time. He’s lky so damn cute man… So kinda ‘make use’ of gene cos while he’s trying on the tees I talked to the cute guy. He’s sooo nice! Still ask whether I want a chair to sit down. Haha… He’s really soooo nice! Haha… well, in the end gene did buy that fabulous tee(shld hav a pict of it at his blog) and I get more smiles from the nice cute guy. Haha…

Got me into such a damn good mood so decided to go back NUM to buy the kitten heels. Yar… got the white pair. It lky only 40 bucks. Was expecting it to be more expensive.

My new Havana kitten heels!!!


In CONCLUSION, today is a damn happy day. Had good bargains, good buy, many handsome guys on the street, can drool over beautiful legs AND the cute guy at NUM smiled to me. Well, actually its just that the cute guy smile to me. Haha…..

Pervertic gene... take this kind of photo...

esther was here at 10:50 PM

I felt so guilty! I dreamt tat I found a stray Corgi and bought it home. He look just lky Toby and I decided to play wif de stray dog and he’s so cling on to me! Very well behave and gentle so I always bring him out and left Toby all alone cos he’s so naughty! Oh man! Sorry darling! To compensate I’ll give you more rou rou tonight =) Tonight Toby’s dinner menu: Chicken thigh plus pork plus baby carrots with broccoli!

Packed my shelf again today. Looked pretty good.

one part of my self...

esther was here at 2:42 PM

Angela came over my hse to play wif darling Toby. Oh ya. Bath Toby today wif his new aromatherapy berry smell shampoo. Smell soooo nice!(though initially smell lky cough medicine..haha)

Went to town again wif her. I’m so broke. No money to spend tats y its just window shopping for this week BUT next week… I had my eye on a short white skirt, 2 pairs of booties and a cap for Toby! Had to fix my hair n manicure too…. Man…. Gonna broke again.

Met up wif gene n shar after their gyming session. Last Piece gang had gone all health freaks…gyming many many times a week. I’m also a health freak. But no gym for me. Its too expensive and time consuming. Only take care of my diet and to replace gyming, I go on frequent shopping trips! Haha….

Went to Bugis street. Felt very ku ku cos never been there since lky forever. Not my kind of place cos its too hot. Well, the condition there seems a lot better now cos got air con. Haha. Din spot anything to buy though.

esther was here at 11:33 PM

Went to Ritz Carlton to do my service marketing project. The toilet was really fabulous. Took so many photos of it. Haha… BUT the hand soap suck. Smells weird…

Ritz Carlton toilet...


nice entrance


Go Kbox sing song wif Ron again. Friday sing song is so expensive! $18 per person!

esther was here at 8:49 PM

OH YA! This is specially to Kiefer:
Thanks a lot for the necklace. It’s really beautiful ( cause I pick that myself…haha). I am so darn proud of it that I wore it to every single place I go. But it’s a good bye gift so that means you’re going back ur home town! Oh man!!! It’s gonna be so boring! No more free entrance to Velvet Underground! No more free rides! No more funny antics and no more funny English(my fav)…haha…
But I just wanna wish that you have a wonderful prospect and you’ll make a name real soon in the designing industry and may this trip back home with guide you back in finding your true self!

esther was here at 11:03 PM

Finally got my new blog set up… too lazy to design my own one this time so just decided to use somebody’s skin… if u ‘miss’ my own design can just go back to bootylicous.blogspot.com to take a look…haha…

Anyway, went to town(again) with Angela. Frankly speaking I don’t know what I’m doing there. Its wasting my time and money but ask me to quit shopping? Must as well ask me to quite breathing. Haha.

Had our tea break at TCC cini. Din know it was such a superb place! Always thought it’s a dark gloomy place that have no customers at all. Haha. Was wrong man. It was huge inside! Good décor great music. I’m definitely going back there. The tea break set is damn worth it too. Had good black coffee and a mango and passion fruit pudding/cake for only $6.50!

Ron n Shar came over TCC after their gym. Took photos like no body business. Haha…

Wanna go Kbox today but Angie n Shar got a bad throat!

So sad. Saw this really cute guy with a girl that can barely make it. Saw another guy. A ‘Japanadan’. Man…. What has the world become. Horrendous dressing! People with lousy dress sense and bad colour combination should be SHOT!!!

Alright. Busy people like my dear Alex and Gab and Kiefer and whosoever… I’ll blog as frequent k… so quite grumbling!!!

Watching LOST now on channel5…. Pretty good…. No gorgeous dudes and babes though… haha… nothing much to do so must as well keep watching….

Angela and Me


At TCC Cini...

esther was here at 10:22 PM