28 SEPTEMBER 2006, Wednesday

Wedesday night is socializing night!

To start off.... heres some photos me and ron took
while waiting for Joey to pick us up!

Finally, Joey came at 10.30p.m and off we went to pick up Farid!
Reached Zouk at 11plus and Phuture is FULL HOUSE!!!!
DAME!!!

Girls are not a problem cos we can cut que and go where ever we like but
poor Joey and Farid had to que at the que for forever
and still they REJECT ENTRY!!!

Poor Kenny too had a hard time looking for parking slots.
Forced by circumstances, the boys went in through Zouk.
Means CANNOT GO PHUTURE!!! ARGGGHHH!!!!!!
Tried a couple of time to sneak in by to no avil =(


To cut the story short, I went in to look for ron,shar n gang and YEA! Found them!
To cut it even shorter, we danced with a group of ppl.
Hmmm....one guy... body not too bad prolly cos he's tall?
BUT YOUNG KID LA!!!!! My god! Poly boy! SO YOUNG!
My age seem to excite him. Young boys nowadays like old girls? LOLZ
2 other 'older guys' seem like interesting ppl to dance with.
Had fun until MY TOP decided to be funny and
the chain LET LOOSE and OPPS! Drop.
HAHAHA!!!!

Singaporean girls are so helpful!
In the toilet desperately try to secure it again and some strangers all came to help!
hahahaaa
WHO SAYS SINGAPOREAN GIRLS ARE RUDE AND SELF CENTRED!
NOT TRUE!

Rest of the night was just dancing here and there.
Last spot was at the bar there and decided to close in to those tables.
AND, we gotta know some fellows from Leftfoot and Prada...
and... BANKERS! WOoOOoo...
That banker...hm...how should I describe...
OK. Sometimes 'handsome' can be defined many ways.
For him, he's not handsome nor ugly. He's got CLASS.
One look you know he's a guy with knowledge, brains and money.

Potential partners for me is like that.
(NOT HIM. I mean type)
The guy gotta be well educated, well versed, well articulated, stylish, knows how to have fun, knows how to earn money, knows how to keep his body in tip top condition, know how to dance, with an apetite for good food, with a nose that win mine or at least on par with mine, CHARISMATIC AND NOT LOOK LIKE TYPICAL 'chinese neighbourhood face'.

OK. I think I'll get flame by my last few comments cos prolly u all will think that I'm superficial and say 'wads wrong with a neighbourhood boy? u yourself is living in a flat!'

Firstly, if you think that so, means u can't read properly.
Defination of [typical chinese neighbourhood face]-
VERY VERY che*n* looking looking guys who don't converse in english and look like any other regular typical face that one look and you forget about it.
Charisma and aura is VERY important to me.
AND FEATURES.
I intend to give birth to a good looking son or daughter alright.
And I'm sure particuar about my guy's nose.
BUT BUT BUT I would like to emphasize that
I LIKE SINGAPOREAN CHINESE guys.
Either them or Europeans. Nothing else.

Secondly, its MY blog and no point being so 'COMMERCIALISE' to 'carter' to the 'public'.
I blog bout what I like. Thats me =)

Anyway, since i'm at my topic of my idea guy again,
Let me show u guys my DREAM MAN.

THIS is what I call a FACE.
DANIEL WU!
I love tall lanky guys with short black hair
and small but prominent(MUST HAVE) features!!!

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Z.O.U.K
TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!

I WILL sail through my 6 hours lecture tomorrow.
I WILL survive that to enjoy Zouk at night!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

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YEA!!!
Its a sunny day today!
MEANS....I can wear an airy top with shorts and shades out!!!


Anyway, today's town trip with Gareth was an extremely fruitful one!
Bought all the stuff I need!

(1) This cute bear thingy to accompany LUCI!
(2) The kimono kafta top!!!! SHOOO HAPPY!!
(3) erm...tweezers. Non significant but of high importance item. haha
(4) Lil tub to put my VS lotion!! If not my VS lotion is so heavy to bring around!
TOTALLY ESSENTIAL.
(5) Air TIGHT container! Can put my biscuits~ jellies~ food to school!!!
(6) STARWS!!! YES! Straws from Isetan! so colorful~ so nice~
So I took a few home. haha
(7) Ear studs again! haha! I love the apple stud! So cute.
BUT THEN, I don't wear it one la...
I always just wear my cystal studs. hahhaa

Bought this drink from Isetan.
SUPER NICE!!!!!!


I'm growing faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!!!!
I'm eating too much!!!!

Lunch- The duck noodle which I always crave for!
In between - Zhu Zah Tang and San Zhu Rou!!! Mango Ice kachang!!!

Lastly...photos to end the entry...

OH.
I'm suppose to point out that the last two idiotic, bimbotic photo was
taken by Mr.Gareth with he 3.2mpx SE phone!
He's giving it for free! Any takers?
LOL!!!! JK!

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Last night din sleep a wink.
Its all these fault.

Such a bad idea to drink ice blended coffee at night.
And last minute soci study is OBVIOUSLY no use.

Anyway today is a damn suai day.

FIRSTLY, I decided to wear shorts.
THEN, IT RAINED!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its soo strong!
LUCKILY, hitched a ride to school again.
Thankew Mr.Kenny!


SECOND CASE, Blardy ang mo.
SCOLDED ME.
Kenny had 3 curry puffs, 1 spring roll and a pack of milk.
And nothing happened to him.
All I did was to take a bite from a small potato and SHE CAME DOWN ALL THE WAY,
TO TELL ME TO STOP EATING
COS I'M DISTURBING THE CLASS!!!!
What JUSTICE was there!!!
SEXIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEN THIRD CASE after the break, everyone was chatting.
AND she had to COME TO ME AGAIN
TO ASK ME TO KEEP QUIET!!!
WHAT THE HELL.

OK. NVM. FORGET IT THEN.
Finally the LAST STRAW, pushed through the crowd to the canteen and
ended up, everyone either went off with there friends or they din wanna eat.
So poor hungry me had to drag myself outta SIM with an empty stomach
to travel on the bumpy bus and the crowded-no-seat MRT home.

Luckily, the only SAINT OF THE DAY or rather, the saint always, Joel came to resue me.
Got me my fave delicious chicken rice from CHATTERBOX!!!!!!!!!!
And since I COMPLAINED so much to him today, he decided to cheer me up with,
PUDDINGS from Hyatt!!!
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD STUFFFF!!!!!!!
Definitely my guardian angel!!!
* Actually by the time you came over dear, I was half dying of hunger already. heehee

OH. SIM's having the graduation ceremony today.
If I walked 3 steps slower, I'll bump into President Nathan!

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Just realised how fragile a human can be.
Can't believe how one can be shaken up and literally felt heart ache even when woken up.

Perhaps its because one tries to push away some facts of reality and the subconsious mind actually act up to remind me.
I would like to see how strong a person actually is.
Or should I say, its a good chance to test myself.
The dream just showed me how I would feel cos I felt it.
It showed me how I will act in the situation. (which is damn true. damn ME. )

It just would not go away.
But I thought I'm well prepared?

The scene acted and re-acted and re-acted and focus and repeat, repeated, and kept repeating in my mind.
Its gonna come true VERY SOON. VERY.
I had a strong feeling about it.
It is so god damn strong.
So strong that it sucks. I rejected the idea of how I would feel.
Its coming.

I'm prepared. But I'm scared.
Is anyone, ANYONE gonna be with me when that happens?
I'm really scared cos its not within my control.
It never was in the first place.
Can anyone understand this?
Would anyone stay by my side?

Breaking down is one thing. Changing the way things would be is another.
Thats the dilemma of life.
Nothing would have a end if the things don't progress.
But why wanna progress when things is obviously NOT going to be positive?
Ain now good?

What would YOU choose?
To stay stagnant? or to progress be it good or bad?

Some things, are fine when you hear about it and laugh together.
When you actually witness that with your own eyes, its a DIFFERENT case.
Thats what my dream is trying to tell me.
And my 'intelligent' mind, actually let me know and let me feel exactly whats gonna happen.

I'm not a believer in dreams.
I don't really bother to interpret it, don't really bother to think would it'll actually come true.
But this is a different case.
After so long, I dreamt of something so strong that it broke my heart and still feeling it now.

Don't get me wrong.
I'm still a very happy and contented girl.
For now.
Till the 'prophecy ' comes true.

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ASOS.com rocks!!!!!! REALLYYY!!!!!
Love the stuff they sell there!!!
Especially they way they refer the stuff to which celebrity wore!

http://www.asos.com/

I'm thinking of the bunny tee!
I was looking for that for damn long already!!!
and all the tops from the fourth row!!!!!
I love the red dress that paris hilton wore! they sell that in black or orangy red!
ACTUALLY, I like everything in the collage la!
The doggy tops are sooo cute!!!!



I like Mischa Barton's style!!!!
Love all the Kimono kafta (4th row 3rd pict) and religion floaty top (4th row 2nd pict)!!!!
I starting to stock it up!

Like all these styles too.
I'm already gearing to the top collage's 4th row and the collage one's!
I think is SIM la...shorts culture school! LOL

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23 SEPTEMBER 2006, Friday

YEEEAAA!!!!!!!!!
Finally met up with the rest after so long!!!
Its Bobby's FIRST book out with 2 week confinment!

Rushed down to meet Phoebe in town after ICP.
ICP is such a texting but interesting module!

Anyway, got all the important things done yesterday.
Got to alter my top at Ivan's for only 5bucks!
He's good! TRSUT WORTHY! 2nd item he altered perfectly!

Dinner was at some chinese cookery....
DELICIOUS! I'll be back for the crispy noodle!


Finally!
My LONG AWAITED TRIP TO Marks and Spencer!!!
Spent so much just for biscuits.
Luckily I have Phoebe to stop me from such maddness.
Sociology fellows...u guys are in for a treat one Monday!!!!!
BUT on my next town trip, I'll get the Viennese biscuit
cos its 'certified' by Bobby that its GOOD!


Shop shop shop around and missed out Topshop and Forever21 =(
Getting late and need to rush to Hereen for the impt stuff...
When I'm with the impt stuff, BOBBY IS HERE!!! And Gene reached too!!
WOOOOO!!! 2 ARMY BOYS MEN!
4 of us chilled at Spinelle
Drinks on courtesy from Mr Bobby Kua!


Reasons WHY Spinelli is an cafe which OTHER cafes should follow.
(1) Healthier and wider chioces of non- 'typical' drinks.
(2) Better variety of non- 'typical' food.
(3) They actually UPDATE their main drink/food menu!
(4) When they introduce new drinks, its ATTRACTIVE. Not BORING ones.
(5) They know which seasonal drinks are well received and they will include it into their main menu.
eg- CHOCOLATE MINT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK. Maybe I'm bias.
I'm just so not a Starbucks/Coffee Bean person.
Fast food coffee, I call it.
Want coffee? The least standard one should go to is Coffee Club or Dome.
Spinelli's choices are fun! My all-time fave cafe!

Alright. back to track.
Veron and Aaron reached and decided to head to Newton for supper.


Newton's food is.... so NOT FANTASTIC.
Lousy satay...lousy sting ray.... blah blah....
Guess we got from the wrong store =(
The sotong is good though.

But then again,sometimes its the company that matters the most =)
Lousy food is just a pinch on our wallets and an insult to our stomach.

Anyway, Bobby is the best!
Reason?

He helped me carry my H E A V Y shopping bags!!!

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Anyway, this is the very important thing I spent my whole evening searching.
Prezzie for my 1st friend I made from SIM!!!
** I don't think she read my blog. Or I hope she don't. haha!
Feels so excited to buy something so cute cos I never buy such things before! LOL



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Suppose to meet the rest 3.30p.m at orchard.
I'm still here. Not bathed yet, Not changed yet. heehee.
But then again, its the weather la.
Its like gonna rain. Too troublesome to go out.
Plus Soci test on Monday =(

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Its a tiring day in school.
One full day.

9a.m to 12p.m - HRM
- Endless mono tone rumblings by the indian lecturer.
I miss my marketing lecturers!!!
Jeffery Ho! Dr Arnold Tan! Rena Ng! Jacquline Tan! DaSilva!
- I hate lecturers that I can't hear properly every word they're saying!
- So far...all i know is that HRM is about a bundle of irritating theories that the old men sat down and came up with.
I mean, things dealing with human behaviour is so complex! How do you actually try to...ARGGHHHHH....

- BREAK TIME: Saw half a butt of a girl. Total OBSCENE.
Especially when her butt is so huge. Surface area exposed is a bit too much....
I mean COME ON! THATS soooo not the way to wear your jeans.
Or I should say, thats a damn lously pair of jeans.
My Miss Sixty jeans will NEVER allow that to happen.
Or maybe your jeans is loose.
If thats the case, wear a nice lil g-string or thongs or at least a simplistic-nothing-would-go-wrong black undies. Half butt is so unglam.

12a.m to 1.30p.m - Lunch
- Lunch with Xi Wen, Leslie, Phoebe and MeiJun
- Ate at the canteen. Don't wanna go back there again.
First time was TOUGH DRY chicken which feels like rags.
Today, was chicken cutlet, which is like thin hard blocks of crumbs with rice stained with yellow food coloring.
- Food look so bad that I din even bother to whip out my camera.
I MISS TP'S FOOOOOD!!!!!

1.30p.m to 1.40p.m - Toilet break
- Output hit the maximum supported level.
So had to get supplies from Phoebe.

1.40p.m - 4.30p.m - Marketing
- She is rather boring too. And whatsup with that dunno what accent???
- The video makes me and Xi wanna go to for an escapade to any overseas beach resort once our holiday is here! Gonna start planning! Anyone wanna join us?
- Conclusion: Marketing is still MY THING.
How comfortable am I with the discusstions and stuff!
Totally thrilled! Love marketing. It's in my blood! haha!

4.30p.m - 5.45p.m - Traveled home
- Saw 5 air hostess. THE PRETTIEST I'VE EVER SEEN!!!
One of the girl look mixed! Big eyes! Cute small sharp nose! Small mouth!
VERRYY PETTTTYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Suppose to go club today BUT BUT BUT WHY ITS 2 WEEKS EARLY!!!
I JUST ENDED 2 WEEKS BACKKKK!!!!!
SUCKSSS!!!

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Saw the girl(shall not name names..) in my lecture. Been meaning to blog about her.
Cos she's my friend's gf back in poly.
Remember she had such long thick naturally straight black hair.
Very feminine in tank tops and nice knee length cloth skirts.
Always felt that she's a pretty girl.

I seriously have no idea what happened to her now.
Her hair is like bitten by a couple of dogs...its became so erm...shaggy!
and its even shorter den mine!
And shes wearing VERY VERY NOT NICE teeshirt which would insult the beauty of a woman's curves and werid pants and this sneakers which is totally unacceptable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY GOD!!! WHAT HAPPENNNN!!!!!!!!!!

*PS. In a criticism mood today...
You can either
(1) bare with me
(2) spare me
(3) laugh with me
OR
(4) Bug off.

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Just reached home....

Hitched a ride from Kenny again this morning to school.
Caught in the jam and the poor boy's been driving since 7.45a.m to 9a.m!!

Soci class is as usual...Apple pie today.
Not nice one. So tough.

Lunch is erm.... borring.
So sick of the tender roast honey chicken rice.
EW. I wun eat that again...

After school got a ride again...hanged around and had dinner in Tampiness Mall's Pariss International Buffet

I like the prawn thingy, the shishamo, shark fin soup, the funny salad
and the DORY FISH is the best !!!!!!


Damn full and went for a walk at the pasar malam...
Pasar malam is like not how I remember it used to be.
For starters, how come much of the food stores are tend by malays?
Plus, I thought pasar malam is always very noisy with songs?
And how come the stuff are like not as interesting? (Though still as useless..haha)


My study mates!
A good ol'friend and a mocha frap!!!

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LISTEN TO THIS!!!
So cute!
The chorus is like staying in my head! It can't get out!

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16 SEPTEMBER 2006, Saturday
Supposed to go shop for my M&S biscuits, tank tops, thongs,
do my watch and develope photos.
Ended up we 'forgot' bout the time cos the weather is great for napping!!!
HAHA!

Met Kenny at 7plus and parking in PS SUCKS!!!
What a waste a time going round and round and round looking for a parking lot!

First and only boutique stop - Flash and Splash!
He finally got his hands on the fabulous red Stussy tee!
and I got something for myself too!
Love this Paul Frank bow keychain from the first look!


Dinner was KFC Buddy meal!
Don't I love chicken!!!


Watched [John Tucker Must Die].
Cute show! Its those kinda shallow but entertaining movie....
Mr John tucker's got nice ass! hhhahaaaa

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WAH! This is nice!!!
Should I get it?? Should I?

Kimono Black

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I love rock melon!
and my plastic plate n bowl!
so cheerful!

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Yesterday noon's weather really SUCK.
Though I'm fully sheltered from home to the bus stop
and to the MRT station, my hair to toes were WET!!!
ARRRGHHH!!!!
I hate lousy weather!
Restrict what I wanna wear cos I got to consider my jacket!
Wanted to wear my F21 long sleeve with M)phosis white pants,
THEN THE IRONING BOARD WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND!!!!!!!

Anyway, yesterday was my first Mgt: Internatination and Comparative Perspective class.
Which actaully just meant Intenational Business.
Not too bad! Rather fun and I like the lecturer!

After school went to town with Kenny for some shopping.
Intro him to M.A.C - the BEST and only place ppl shld go for brows triming.
Indeed, it came out well! SO nice!

Met up with gene a while to get his topshop card...
Just one pict for yesterday.
Not in very nice clothes so dun wanna take photos. haha


Was looking around so many stores for his berms and flip flops
and surf shops is proven to have the nicest berms!!!
A man after shopping is a happy man! haha!

Damn. Ran outta time.
I din even manage to go and punch a hole for my DKNY watch,
I din manage to develope photos,
I din manage to buy the Maks and Spencer biscuits and
I din manage to get the thongs and bras!
ARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!

Since its a Friday night, going home at 10plus is like weird.
Thus, I can't believe I'm persuded to go sing K with him!!!

I DO NOT sing with 'other people' outside my own ppl like ron cos my singing SUCK!

Oh well, its was fun though.
Heard MANY songs I never hear before. hahahhaaaa

Now i'm damn into this song [Hao Xin Hao Bao by Fang Li Shen] !

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Met Kenny in the afternoon to go school to watch the so call important soci video.
Poor him. Hafta tune the stupid headphone...



Manage to catch up with a few friends within half an hour... haha....

Dinner was over fulling!!!!
That's only two of us eating!


Thus,went for a walk with Toby till midnight!
First time Toby's out till so late!
Sleeping like a pig now!


ps. DUN LET KENNY WALK UR DOG!!!

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Time to compile my fave entry!
My birthday presents from my lovely friends!
Everything is arranged in chronological order =)

From Angela
My earliest present! Received it in July! hahhahahahhaa
This book is good stuff!!
Murder dectactive story based on Brother's Grimm theme!
Thanke dear! You know me the best!

From Eugene
Ahh..... gene is bad news. Gene pampers me too much!
He got me this very limited edition M.A.C lip palette in my favourite hue!!!!
Love the exterior design! Lovely!!!

From Fimbles
What good friends they are!
Knew perfectly well what I had my eye on for a looooooooong loooooooog time!
My apple print top!!!!
Million thanks to Aaron, Alwyn, Bobby, Phoebe!

From Veron
Dearest friend got me my most desired item! My Lust 2 CD!!!!!
You go girl!!!

From Parents
Saved my parents a bombshell by refusing the diamond earring and
wanting this DKNY watch instead! Love this watch!!!

From Shar, Ian, Wenna
Seriously. My MOST INTERESTING present of the year!!!
An apron and a dish tower. LOL! Super cute la!!!
I have my apron's company when frying eggs now! hahhaaaa...
well... they gave me a pair gorgeous earring as well. The combi is good stuff!
Gold, black, red, velvet and a rose in it. All my fave in one item =)

From Leslie
VERY good taste. Wonderful!
I love this kinda humor text on my tees especially when its directed to the male species! LOL. And the hang hang thing is the nicest voodoo doll I've ever seen!
Those that spore sell are all toooo mean and omninous looking! Mine is so cute!

From Kenny
Paris Hilton perfume.
How did you pick this fragrance out of so many other available scent!!!
This heighted my bimbo ratings to another level. LOL
But frankly speaking, it smells better then I expected!
Growing fond of this mild flowery smell!

From Xi Wen
Got me just the thing I need.
My Coach and Dior are TOO SMALL to even go to siglap to chill. Can't contain my phone, camera, keys, wallet! Rest of the bags are too huge. SO, now comes along a nice handbag to complete my bag collection! Purple some more! SO PRETTY!!!

From Gareth
Thanks dude! This really smells like me.
Those sweet fruity refreshing non-choking smell!
Ralph Lauren rocks!!! My ever supported brand!!!!

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In conclusion, THANKS EVERYONE!!!

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Today is suppose to be a loooooooooong school day.
For the first time, I'm super early to school! 15 min early!
Feels good to sit at the bus stop waiting for my friend to arrive! haha!

Anyway, when I'm all ready to get outta house for school...
swas feeling awake and fresh and in a cam whore mood!


Well, I shall not comment anything on HRM. It simply... nvm la. Lets skip that. haha

Met up with Phoebe and her friend for lunch...
Was thinking how the SIM DUET SUPERSTAR was selected.
I mean, their sound system is soooo muffled!!! haha!


Feeling shag...tired...distracted and feels like in a shooooping mood!
So me and Xi skipped our first marketing class after collecting the notes!

The 4 girls then headed to Chinatown!

On the long journey on bus 61, I took a photo of this cutie little baby!


*take note of the MUI HUAY...

AGAIN, I bought stuff from Chinatown... 2 belts... a green n white flower off shoulder...

Took a photo in the shop where I bought my top...
Totally NON EDITED photo!


Decided to go to Bugis street in the hunt for some shorts...


I can conclude that its a fruitful day!

Actually still regretted on not buying the first white top cos i really love the print!
Muai Huay rocks! Self made belt from resources gathered!
I think my new green/white top goes well with my new white shorts! wooo~~

My BEST FAVOURITE buy of the day HAVE TO BE
the yellow phone pouch with apple print!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!
Its got this button tat I can attach and detact so that it'll
hang nicely on the insides of my huge bags!
Now, I can feel the vibration on my phone and hear it when it rings!
And its sooooooooooooo cuuutttteeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! LOVE IT!!!

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