So busy these few days so much so that I din even have the time to properly blog about my long a waited birthday!

Firstly, I wanna say, THANKEW THANKEW and give a BIG HUGGG to EVERYONE who came for my gathering and EVERYONE who gave me their best wishes!

K...here goes the names. I hope I din leave out anyone! haha

Mum, Dad, second and youngest aunt, grandma, grandpa, Eugene, Veron, Sharmaine, Ian, Wenna, Jenny, Aaron, Alwyn, Bobby, Phoebe, Angela, Addie, Bin Han, Darryl, Winnie, Yu Ying, Clement, Conan, EugeneGoh,Zhi Wei, Jim, Andy, Fabian, Jack, Andre, Caren, Gareth, Kenny,Deelan, Leslie, Reo, Xi Wen.
Alex, Gabriel, Kiefer, Joel, Daniel, Taka, Suki, XiaoXin, Cassie, Julie, Nat.

(1) My thoughts
- Waited for 21 years of my life for my big 21st birthday. Ended up... well, its like just another regular day. Just that here and there before my birthday, presents from my dear friends were received =) Enjoyed the surprise I got with various presents!
A number of stuff were rather unexpected. Bad things and good things happened.
But at least, everything was resolved in the end with the help of some wonderful fellows but at the expenese of some time.

(2) Actually theres a couple of things that set this year's bday apart from previous'.
- 14 years old to 19 :
Every single bday eve and bday itself is spent with my dear Alex and gang.
A huge feast cook by them every year without fail and surprises on top of surprises =)
And ofcourse, not forgetting my yearly DIAMOND =)

- 20 years old:
Spent the mid night hour with dear gene n angie in gene's place. Craping, laughing, counting together in his room with a bottle of left over volka. hahha
On the actualy day, I went to the zoo!!!

- 21st!
Weeks before THE DAY, was very happy. Had good friend's company and stuff.

Unexpectaly, unexpected things happened and my whole mood was so screwed that I din enjoy my bday gathering with my friends.
Such a rare occasion where by seriously the FULL FORCE gathered. But din enjoy myself.

I hate myself for not enjoying my gathering.
And I hate myself for purposely missing out the next day's crab feast just because I'm not feeling 'well'.
* apologies to Last Piece and Fimbles for that =(
And I hate myself for cancelling ALL appointments from Thurs to Sunday(sunday is my actual bday! argh!) with various friends cos I'm not feeling 'well' and decided to hibernate at home.

I'm sorry to the various friends
= Joel who made a spa package pampering session for both of us then a dinner reservation at Mt Faber
= Daniel who specially decorate his Porsche interior with satin, pebble and flowers and wanted to drive all around spore.
= Julie who planned a slumber count down party with authetic French patties...
Effort was made to make me happy.
But a call from me threw their effort down the drain. I'm terribly sorry.

I obviously can't prioritise.
Can't blame anyone but myself.
Seriously regretted cos 21st bday happens once in a life time only.

Oh well, AT LEAST i WOKE up at the last final moment.
Cos on fri night had a chitchat with XXX and was enlighten with some stuff and feeling so damn ok.
But too bad. I cancelled all appt. On bday eve, was too embarrassed too ask anyone out again though i really wanna go out and have some fun.

Then a friend called at 8 plus and we decided to go chill.

Funny yea. My 21st birthday count down, I actually spent it with just one friend.
One thing actually came true.
I remembered that I always wanna spend my bday peacefully, undrunk, non-stressed up, smiling laughing the whole way.
That came true =)

We went to Acid Bar and had a bottle of red wine.
Chatting, laughing, drinking with Melaka's singing a bit too loud. LOL
Too bad I din ask her to sing my current fave song, SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW or some 90s pop songs....
Felt like dancing a lil so we went to MOS. Lously place la.
But at least I suddenly felt like dancing and yup! I got to dance a while! haha!

On my bday itself, was madness shopping with gene, gie and ron in Chinatown.
What a great way to spend my bday! Shopping with my best buddies!!!!!!

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In conclusion, everything is over and done with.

But I'm really disappointed that Alex and gang did not manage to come back this year.
But its ok...I understand =)

Now i better gear back to my normal life, start studying and less clubbing! haha!

Will have a seperate entry to properly thank my friends for the lovely prezzies!

esther was here at 2:30 PM